mood swings,,,,,,,,,,,,

We are changing , our society is changing, people have more options and they are ready to risk
themselves in to a new territory.....most of us think the same .....but to me all this seems to be bakwaas... metropolitan consist of relatively a small population of india...changes are taking place at high pace,,,right but only in these metropolitans,atleast many of those of my generation who belong to a middle class family havent been able to discover themselves till now, still we are guided by the same values where security is the foremost priority, personal intrests means nothing,we dont want to think beyond our studies , a descent degree and finally mesimerizing job efforts are paid in pennies, but we dont have a choice... so many factors population, competetion, ............alas. I dont know if i am going the right way..i still dont understand what i feel and which way i want to go,.. but ceratainly i dont want to be a mediocre,, but i am afraid by vocalizing my thoughts i might be exposing to the jealousy of this world, where a small failure can easily bring you down,,and in this small journey of my life i have relized it at some points that i am not going the right way, i have somehow moulded myself for the battle where i may
not always win...because a good salesman cannot be a good manager however he can manage things in his own way to some extent,,this story goes with million of youngsters.And when i explain this part to others they tell that i can try for things now,,,but i realize that its late. I dont want to feel distressed and feel low..because opportunities are not less , things are to be done and we have to fight each day, its a complete possibility that i might have tried different things exploring all my sides but by all possibilities i may still not end up at right place.may be its by sheer luck that one gets to recognize his or her possibilities, otherwise we might not have valued bill gates or sachin tendulkar.everyone comes with diferent destiny and when our
hard work and thoughts conflict with the destiny we feel low and sad, but thats why we start generating such thoughts, making excuses for our failures consoling ourselves. But yes we must not admit to faillure and hard conditions so easily.
as saying goes" we miss 100% of the shots that we never take"............